lifes window of a single gamer

  • life is dull and broing looking out the window i see coplues everywhere even in anime when did i get so warped up in dating and why do i only feel so alive when i have somone one to hold why is the world so black and white i can ask this stuff all day as i stare at people who smile freely outside the window holding hands kissing sometimes i see more then i wanted when i look back on days when i was with somone the world seem fun like bliss not this dark pit of pain that eats away at my heart and bring tears to my eyes i ask my self when will this pain end when will my heart not be pulled aprt but made whole again where is my tears love but all i can do is be that gamer that stears out the window waiting and looking for my co-op player the person that make life bright