• So I haven't gone to University today. Due to having anxiety, not anything Major but it's something that's slowly creeping its way in. I have exam prep lectures today to make it even worse so I'm missing vital info today. Just kinda sucks you know? and sure there are countless ways I could slowly climb over this seemingly insurmountable mountain, but right now? It's impossible. I hate how small it makes you feel. I don't want to die or anything, it's simply the Neverending expanding Void of empty thoughts, that should give nothing but tranquility, seems to be feeding into this the more I sit in it. And every thought I try to have to fill it? Is instantly devoured